Friday, March 31, 2017

Flame in the Mist



Okay, I loved The Wrath and the Dawn. And I have watched Mulan at least ten more times than is reasonable as an adult. So I cannot even express how much I have been looking forward to this book. And sure enough, it was amazing.

At first, I was pretty unsure about this book. Mariko felt two dimesional. Her personality didn't seem to extend beyond her desire to figure out why the Black Clan had tried to kill her. The characters seemed so straightforward. It took a while, but Mariko does grow throughout the book. The seemingly simple world becomes more complex and the characters that felt straightforward have secrets of their own. I should have trusted Renée Ahdieh. Her stories are always more complex than they seem.

And the romance! It was sweet but without the innocence you usually see in YA. Mariko knows what she wants and she's not shy about it. I actually thought a different character was going to be the romantic interest so I won't say anything more here.

This book was amazing. Renée Ahdieh builds a fantastic world and there's always so many secrets to discover in her books. If you like stories with secrets, determined characters who know what they want, and awesome worlds, I recommend reading Flame in the Mist.

Tense 3rd person past
POV Mostly Mariko with periodic chapters from other characters
Love Triangle No
Magic Some, I expect it to play a bigger part in the next book

Flame in the Mist comes out May 16.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

The Nowhere Girls


Quotations were taken from an uncorrected proof and may be modified or removed in the final text.

Trigger Warning: Rape

I want to add a disclaimer that I am a white cisgender heterosexual woman. I am not autistic. I am not an immigrant. I have not been raped. I cannot speak to the accuracy with which these topics are portrayed. I'm excited to hear from other readers if they feel these topics were described accurately and respectfully.



5 stars. This book was powerful. It made me feel validated, that the sexism I experience is real and is wrong. It made me feel empowered to do something about it. But also sad that it was necessary, and humbled by the experiences others go through that I will never truly understand. I felt I left with a better understanding of other women and the different ways they experience sex, rape culture, and feminism. This book doesn't tell you what's right or what the correct way to fight is; it shows you what different people experience and encourages you to support other women in their own choices.


Erin

Mom always reminds her how lucky she is to be so bright; few Aspies are so exceptional, so special. As if they need to be. As if that's the only way to be forgiven for the rest of what they are.

Erin has Asperger's. She schedules her day to the minute and doesn't let her foods touch and speaks what she's thinking. She loves science, especially biology. She loves Star Trek. She doesn't break rules.

I can't speak to how accurate the author portrays Asperger's, but I really enjoyed reading Erin's chapters. It does a great job of showing the struggle of mental illness. The exhaustion of dealing with everyone who just wants you to act "normal". The amount of work you put in only for everyone to think you're not trying hard enough.


Rosina

It's not like there's a union for underage, under-the-table employees of a family business run like they're still in some village in Mexico where kids don't go to school past sixth grade.

Rosina seems to both hate how people treat her because of her race, as well as hate her own heritage. As the oldest girl in a large Mexican family, she's expected to babysit the kids and work in the family restaurant. She hates that no matter how much work she puts in, she is accused of not caring about the family at even the smallest hint of having her own wants.

Rosina is gay. She hates how men often take her sexual orientation as a challenge. But she has the biggest crush on one of the school cheerleaders and it is just the sweetest and most adorable thing to read.


Grace

She matters so little that her friends back in Adeline could just throw her away. She is no one. She is nothing. A girl no one sees. A girl no one remembers.

Grace is the new student. Due to her mother's change of faith to a more liberal view of Christianity, Grace lost all her friends in her old Baptist community. She worries that she's invisible, replaceable. If it was so easy for her friends to shun her, did she even matter? Grace takes a religious view on feminism, trying to do what's right as she believes Jesus would, while also creating a place for herself in her new school.


The Girls of Prescott High

Maybe at Stanford girls are allowed to be more than one thing. Since everyone there has to be smart by default, maybe it's something you get to stop trying to prove all the time ... What would that be like, ... to not have to choose between pretty and smart?

Besides the main characters, the author gives a voice to the background characters, to the trans girls and non-binary teens, to the girls who made it through rehab, the girls who want to go to med school, the girls who are insecure about their weight. And because the author presents so many voices, we hear many different opinions about the events in the book. There are girls who love sex and girls who think it's a chore. Girls who are saving themselves for marriage. Girls who don't believe rape culture exists and girls who think all men are animals. Girls who were raped but no one believes them. Girls who don't want to call what happened to them rape. Girls who want to fight back but can't because when Black girls fight back they're seen as dangerous. The author doesn't tell you what to believe. She shows you the different beliefs and helps you understand them.


What I Didn't Like

There's an awkward conversation where a boy talks about his "sister--I mean my brother" who transitioned two years ago (surely two years is long enough to be getting the words right). He complains about the double standard, that it's okay for his brother to transition to male but if he tried transitioning to female, his parents would never accept it. Your brother transitions and all you have to say about it is how it's not fair that you couldn't transition if you wanted to, even though you don't want to?

Read The Nowhere Girls on October 10.

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Caraval

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

This book was EVERYTHING! I can't remember the last time I got so into a story. The magic is Alice in Wonderland-like, but so much darker. It's a mystery as much as it is a fantasy or romance or horror. You will question what is going on through the entire book, trying to decide what's real and if anyone is who they say they are. You will wish you were at Caraval and also hope you're never invited. I cannot praise this book enough. Just read it right now.

Tense3rd person past
POVScarlett
Love TriangleNo

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Saturday, March 11, 2017

Garden of Thorns


I received a copy of Garden of Thorns from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

⭐⭐

DNF at 60%. I tried. I really really tried to get through this book. I was very excited about this book and the reviews made it sound so good. Everyone loved it, how could it not be amazing? Maybe my expectations were just too high going in but I just didn't enjoy it at all.

The romance felt so stereotypical that I just couldn't enjoy it. A boy kidnaps a girl. She doesn't trust him. They fight constantly while she slowly learns that he's not the monster she thought he was. And she apparently just forgets every way he treated her horribly because at least he's nice to other people sometimes and that's probably enough. I've read this exact romance so many times that it's just not interesting anymore. To be fair, I didn't actually finish the book so maybe in the end she gets some self worth, but I just don't see it going in that direction.

Not only does she forget the horrible way Rayse treats her, she seems to forget about the Gardner whenever Rayse is around. spoiler:After their battle with the Gardener and the soldiers, she never asks what happened to the Gardener, if he was killed or if he escaped or anything. She's too busy literally trembling over seeing Rayse alive to care about the Gardener. Who needs revenge when you have cute boys who treat you horribly?

And now I'm just being petty but it's a huge book pet peeve of mine when a first person character has a secret that they're constantly bringing up throughout the book, usually calling it "my secret" and "what they can never know".  If you don't want your readers to know what your characters are thinking, don't write your characters in first person! Not to mention the secret was obvious from the beginning so it was just annoying to read.

In summary, Garden of Thorns had a really unique story idea that could have been told better. I actually did like many of the characters. I liked how Rose wasn't some perfect warrior with no fear. And Marin, you are amazing. But the focus of the book was really more on the romance than anything else, and the romance just wasn't very good.

Buy Garden of Thorns on Amazon

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Clockwork Angel


⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Cassandra Clare, I don't know what I would do without you.

I started Clockwork Angel after finishing City of Glass, following Cassandra Clare's recommended reading order. It was really interesting to read a very different perspective about the Shadowhunter world. Tessa, growing up in the late 1800s has pretty antiquated (well, not antiquated for the time) views about women. She can't comprehend women going into battle as violence and bloodthirst just aren't, in her opinion, things women are capable of. Unlike Clary, who is constantly trying to prove herself despite being held back by those who care about her, Tessa's own views about women are what holds her back.

I don't typically think of magic and steampunk as things that typically go together. It turns out I am 100% wrong. I am absolutely in love with this world. And it's so cool how different but also the same it feels to the world the Mortal Instruments.

I assume that these books will start tying in with the Mortal Instruments based on the reading order. Very excited to hopefully see some of the elements from this story in City of Fallen Angels.

Buy Clockwork Angel on Amazon

Saturday, March 4, 2017

The Falconer

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The Falconer Synopsis [SPOILERS]
The Vanishing Throne Review
The Fallen Kingdom Review


I received a copy of The Falconer from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

I may have requested this book based entirely on its cover, without even reading the description. Apparently you *can* judge a book by its cover.

Aileana Kameron used to dream of a gorgeous wedding, of finding a man she could love and raising a happy family. Until the day a year ago when a faery killed her mother. She's spent the past year training alongside Kiaran, a faery who doesn't mind killing his own kind, building deadlier and deadlier weapons with her skill as an inventor, and listening for news of her mother's murderer, so she can one day exact revenge.

I loved Aileana. She's so fierce and dark and vengeful. She cares for nothing more than killing faeries, to the point of addiction. She's not stable and I love it. And then there's Kiaran. Often when you have a badass female lead, the love interest is some even more badass guy who spends the entire series trying to prevent the girl from doing anything dangerous (*cough* Mortal Instruments *cough*). Kiaran has no interest in keeping Aileana safe. If anything, he pushes her far past what she thinks the can handle.

This book has well-written badass characters. It has a romance that isn't a living trope and that isn't the focus of the book. It has plot twits and the most glorious and shocking and perfect ending. And it has plenty of killing. So so so much killing.

If you love steampunk, if you love strong (and maybe kind of serial killer crazy?) female leads, if you love gore, if you love plot twists and cliffhangers, you need to read this book right now.

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[SPOILERS] The Falconer: Synopsis

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The Falconer Review
The Vanishing Throne Review
The Fallen Kingdom Review

TL;DR Synopsis

Aileana Kameron is the last Falconer after her mother was murdered by the faery Sorcha. The fae are after Aileana, including the more powerful faeries who are beginning to escape from their underground prison. The escaping fae attack her and Gavin. The two kill a bunch of faeries and escape. People see them alone together so Gavin agrees to marry Aileana to save her honor. Kiaran takes Aileana to the faery realm where she tries to kill Sorcha, her mother's murdered. Kiaran stops her and later explains that if Sorcha dies, he will die as well. Aileana and Kiaran go to activate the seal and fight faeries. Aileana figures out how to activate the seal but doesn't finish in time. The faeries are free.

Full Synopsis

Aileana Kameron is attending a ball with her best and only friend, Catherine Steward, when she smells a faery nearby. She leaves the ballroom to hunt it down and kill it. After returning home, she finds out from Derrick, the faery that lives in Aileana's wardrobe mending her clothes, that the new maid, Dona, can sense fae.

Aileana heads to New Town to train with her faery mentor, Kiaran. They run into three redcaps and Aileana tests out her new explosive device on them. It's much more powerful than expected and destroys a bridge along with the fae. Kiaran questions her on the new weapon and she admits that she's been fighting faeries on her own, which Kiaran had forbidden. He explains that he had been pretending her kills were his own, but now that she's revealed herself as a Falconer by killing faeries herself, she'll be hunted down. Redcaps are supposed to be locked away with the other powerful faeries under Edinburgh and yet Aileana just fought three. The seal holding them in must be weakening; soon they will all escape.

Aileana attends another ball and dances with Catherine's brother, Gavin, who has been at Oxford for the past two years. Gavin confides in her that he can see fae and has visions predicting faerie attacks. A faery attacks them and Aileana manages to kill it, but loses her seilgflùr in the process. Derrick warns here that two dozen fae are on their way there. Aileana heads out to fight them, but without her seilgflùr she won't be able to see them. Gavin goes with her to be her eyes.

They fight the fae and eventually make it to their ornithopter. They escape but are pursued by slaughs, flying fae, which they kill as well. To kill the last one, Aileana parachutes out of the ornithopter, shoots it in the air, and lands in the ocean. Gavin lands the ornithopter nearby and walks her home. Someone sees them walking home together, at night, with her dress torn. Rumors start and Gavin agrees to marry Aileana to save her honor. Neither of them are happy with this arrangement.

Kiaran shows up at Aileana's house to see if she's still alive. He realizes that one of the fae poisoned her in the attack. Gavin catches them in what looks like, and maybe is, an intimate moment, with him removing a poisoned barb from her back. Kiaran steals the visions from Gavin's head but won't tell Aileana what they are. Later that night, Kiaran returns and finishes healing her. In her feverish state, she lets on that she has feelings for Kiaran. He admits that he used to kill humans until he took an oath. He doesn't go into details but a human woman he once loved is involved.

Kiaran takes Aileana to the faery realm. Her mother's murderer, Sorcha, finds them and Aileana attacks her. Kiaran compels her to stop the attack, despite having promised Aileana that he wouldn't stand in the way of her vengeance. Later that night he explains that his and Sorcha's lives are intertwined: if she dies then he dies as well.

Kiaran and Aileana find the seal that's about to break but she's not sure how to activate it when the time comes. Kiaran gives her a set of battle armor and weapons that let her use his faery powers. Gavin finds them as they head to the battle. She sends Gavin and Derrick off with the ornithopter to evacuate the town if the battle goes poorly. Kiaran finally kisses her before the battle. The seal breaks and Kiaran and Aileana fight. Aileana fights her way to the seal and this time figures out how to activate it. The key is the constellations that her mother taught her.

As she's activating the seal Sorcha shows up and taunts her, trying to convince her to abandon the seal and get revenge for her mother's death. Aileana gives up her revenge to save the city and continues working on the seal. Lonnrach throws Kiaran through the protective shield the seal gives up, and he stops breathing. Aileana forgets about the seal, yelling at Kiaran to wake up. With the shield now broken, Lonnrach puts a blade to her throat. She is captured and the seal isn't activated. They faeries are free.

Thursday, March 2, 2017

Kindle Books on Sale 3/2/2017

$0.99 - First Year (The Black Mage)
$0.99 - The Summoning (Darkest Powers)
$0.99 - The Gathering (Darkness Rising)
$0.99 - Partials (Partials)
$1.99 - The Fifth Season (The Broken Earth)
$1.99 - The Iron King (The Iron Fey)
$1.99 - Poison Study (Soulfinders)
$1.99 - The Assassin's Apprentice (The Farseer Trilogy)
$1.99 - Tell Me Three Things
$1.99 - The Serpent King
$1.99 - These Vicious Masks
$2.99 - The Passion of Dolssa

Still on Sale:
$0.99 - Vampire Girl
$0.99 - Under the Never Sky
$1.99 - Hope and Red (Empire of Storms)
$1.99 - The Burning Sky (The Elemental Trilogy)
$1.99 - The Rest of Us Just Live Here
$1.99 - Steelheart and Firefight (Reckoners)
$2.99 - The Star-Touched Queen
$2.99 - A Darker Shade of Magic (Shades of Magic)
$2.99 - Incarnate (Newsoul)
$2.99 - To All the Boys I've Loved Before

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